{ Monday, March 23, 2009 } 1:16 AM

Looking Back

All those memories and emotions come flooding back when I read my previous blog posts. How I miss the times when I had time to add little images and music to my blog! Now? I don't even have time to watch my favourite Korean dramas!

Here I am, with all my interest to study lost. I have a CA on Wednesday, and here I am, listening to Korean pop songs and unable to get a single property of secondary infection into my head. I have lots of drugs and indications and contraindications to remember! No to mention having to memorise the monographs of 24 drugs! I just heard from Jennifer than it would be worse in Year 3 Semester 1... When all the antifungals and etc flood in from Pharmacology!

Of course, she said not to worry since she's still alive and standing in front of me.

Well, I just can't bring myself to study! I wish my old motivated self would come back to repossess me.

And it's really hard when you have more than half the class scored A- and above for Pharmacology CA when I only got B+.... And that the average CAP for students of Pharmacy is 4.8.... Are you guys crazy or what? Is studies that important? Or do you simply love mugging, and if you don't mug for a day, you'll lose your sense of direction in life?

To top it all off, I heard that in order to be a lecturer, one has to score First Class Honours... What is this man? I can cross out "Lecturer" from my list of possible jobs... This is horribly dejecting.

Ok, to keep myself going, I must tell myself, since Seung Gi can graduate even if he has a busy career, I can too! Since he can get good results, I can too! Since he has the Energizer spirit, I will have it too! I will be that someone who he will be proud of...

Christy fighting! "And I too will continue to live while working hard."