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Personality
Puts in my best for everything
Serious
Hobbies
Watch TV
Slack
Sleep
Loves
Dramas and variety shows esp. Korean ones
Korea
Lee Seung Gi
Dong Bang Shin Ki esp. Changmin and Yunho
Enjoys
Music
Learning Korean
Reading
Lame jokes
Helping others
Volunteering
Comedies
Likes
Sincere people
Peace
Balance
Indoors
Being in the limelight :P
Dislikes
Back-stabbers
Hypocrites
Cowards
Nonsense
Illogical People
Window Shopping
...Experience Reality... updated on 6th August 2009. ♥
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{ Friday, October 07, 2005 } 6:26 PM
Poor Kid
Haiz. This is just another sad life story which I foresee in my cousin.
He's just 5 years old. Around there, I think.
His mum just left him. No, not of illnesses or anything else, but literally walked out on the family.
His mum was an Indonesian. His dad is my uncle. They did not exactly have a very happy life (because living with big families always invites some kind of trouble and whatever shit), but it was a small family.
My cousin's dad didn't earn much. He worked for his brother, who gave him a very low pay. He once went to New Zealand to work, (in the past) and earned some money. But all these were being cheated off by that brother that he was working under.
Now the brother doesn't want him anymore. He is broke. But his wife decided to leave him to look for another husband. He has to stay at home to look after his own kid and his two aged parents. The grandmother couldn't walk, the grandfather is old.
So he couldn't look for a job outside.
I loved this cousin of mine. He may appear an ordinary kid on the outside, but he is actually very brilliant. He's got this potential, if developed in the right way, will certainly produce extraordinary results.
I love him, because he is very cute. Cute in the sense that he learns things fast, and is very active. He also has a common sense that is of a higher order than most kids his age have. His actions will make you laugh and make you love him even more. He loves me a lot too. Every time I visit him, he'll look for me to play.
In the past, his mum used to go back to Indonesia often, to visit her family. He would stay at home like an obedient kid. He wouldn't cry or grumble or ask for his mother. He made do with all the company that was available.
At that time, if you were to ask him, "Where is your mummy?" He would reply, "Working in Singapore so that she would buy me toys!" in an exhilarated manner, eyes shining ever brightly.
Now, if you were to ask him, "Where is your mummy?" He would not look at you in the eye. He'll look down on the floor and whisper, "Not here" and walk off.
It was as if you could hear the gloom that his footsteps reflect of his heart. It pains me to see that, you know.
My mum asked my uncle, "Did you guys ever mention about his mum leaving him or what-so-ever?"
"No, we never did. It was as if he knew what was happening. It was as if he knew that his mother had decided to abandon him forever. He never asked us, "Where is mummy?" nor ever wanted to ask for her when he sees other kids with their mothers."
I don't wish for him to have to deal with such a cruelty in his early formative years. What would he think? Would he be bullied or laughed at? He is just such a young, cute kid. He's innocent. Why must he be subjected to such misfortune?
I love him a lot. It is as if we had an affinity or something. I don't know why, but way before this happened, I just felt that I had to love him.
I don't want to love him because he is pitiful. I don't want to love him because he lacks care and concern and love from others. I don't want to love him because of what he has to go through, and because he is in this state now.
No, I don't want to love him in that way. I just want everything to go back to normal for him, and I just want to love him because he is lovable.
And yet, he doesn't cry. It's as if he decided to bottle up his feelings and refuses to share with anyone anything. He has become a loner... even showing violence to his dad at times.
It pains me to see all that. I don't think that he can take on everything at such a young age. And yet he acts like a very mature adult.
No, it's doing injustice to him if he has to go through all these.
...Experience Reality...
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{ Friday, October 07, 2005 } 6:26 PM
Poor Kid 
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