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Personality
Puts in my best for everything
Serious
Hobbies
Watch TV
Slack
Sleep
Loves
Dramas and variety shows esp. Korean ones
Korea
Lee Seung Gi
Dong Bang Shin Ki esp. Changmin and Yunho
Enjoys
Music
Learning Korean
Reading
Lame jokes
Helping others
Volunteering
Comedies
Likes
Sincere people
Peace
Balance
Indoors
Being in the limelight :P
Dislikes
Back-stabbers
Hypocrites
Cowards
Nonsense
Illogical People
Window Shopping
...Experience Reality... updated on 6th August 2009. ♥
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{ Monday, September 05, 2005 } 1:05 AM
What the Fuck?
What the fuck is this world coming to?
This afternoon I didn't want to confuse the uncle selling Char Kway Tew. I told him I wanted 2 packets of it, with chilli and no blood cockles. One for my P6 sister and one for me. But my sister complained that she wanted no chilli and yes to blood cockles, but I refused to change the order. She then complained to my mum about my refusal and my mum scolded me.
Fuck.
The rationale? Why can't I let her eat those things that she want?
I was thinking, "Why can't she order herself and why must she eat those things anyway? You'll get Hepatitis B."
But I can't tell that to her. She'll deem me as rude.
That's not it.
Because I was in a bad mood and had dark clouds over my face, my P5 sister came to me and said, "Anyone in a bad mood shall be slapped."
I was pissed off, so I said, "Go ahead."
What the fuck? She what-the-hell really slapped. I hate being slapped, and I'm her bloody elder sister and she had the guts to slap me??? To fuck with her, I slapped her arm.
She complained to my mum and my mum scolded me.
The rationale? I gave her the permission to slap me and hence she is correct in slapping me. I am in the wrong because I didn't warn her that I would slap her back if she were to slap me.
What the FUCK again?
She gave me this long lecture, as though everything is my fault, when NONE OF THESE FUCKING BLOODY BUSINESS IS MY FAULT AT ALL and when I tried to reason with her, she reprimanded me for being rude and that I was ill-mannered.
What the FUCK???
I felt that no one did me justice and therefore I stayed in my room for the whole day. I didn't want to talk to my sisters, nor anyone else. I cried. But I'm not supposed to let them know about it. Because my mum will say, "It's your fault and you still dare cry? Shame on you."
What the hell?
And last night... My P5 sister snatched my bed. I told her, no way can she do that. She complained to my mum and my mum said she can sleep on my bed.
WHAT THE BLOODY FUCK?
I put up with her last night. Today she did all these to me. And just now... she snatched my bed from me again. I was so angry that I lost sleep over it. Which is why I am now blogging.
And you know what the fuck happened just now?
Mu mum came out of her bedroom and saw me on the MSN Messenger. She called me useless bum, good-for-nothing, and that I'm spoiling my eyes and wasting time and money.
I am trying to cut down on my SMS bill by talking online la. What the fuck? She scolded me and I feel so abused. Of what worth am I to her? She hates me la. Everything that I did to make her proud, especially through my studies... it's nothing to her. What am I living for?
Then she went back to her room and complained to my dad. He then came out and scolded me again. What the fuck la! Everything, to them, is my fault. It makes me feel that I shouldn't exist at all.
I am not supposed to let them know how I feel. I can't show it. I can't do anything about my life.
They fuckingly don't care about me. They don't want me.
And my P5 sister makes it worse by whining that my dad spoils me, that she gets mistreated, and that it is bloody unfair.
And is everything that is happening to me now fair?
Of course. Because she sowed discord, she made my parents hate me, she succesfully made my dad not love n dote me anymore, she has succeeded in taking over my bed, my handphone, internet rights, my life, my position, the respect that is rightfully mine...
She gets all the attention from my mum because I hated this sister of mine, and my mum, because she hates me, dotes on her even more.
I am nothing to anyone in the family.
My dad now hates me too. They don't understand a thing about me and my needs, and they fuckingly don't want to.
I'm losing everything. I'm losing it.
Fuck. I feel like crying.
...Experience Reality...
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{ Monday, September 05, 2005 } 1:05 AM
What the Fuck? 
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