{ Monday, August 14, 2006 } 9:49 PM

Today is so Messed Up

Yeah, today is so messed up.

Firstly, I told myself, "I shall not use any vulgarities today." So I tried very hard.

Then, after assembly was Physics lecture. My favourite seat was taken. I couldn't control myself. "You guys suck, man." came out just like that.

After Physics lecture was break, then Maths lecture. Sourisha was being selfish. I know this is none of my business, but I just can't keep my cool man. She actually wants Grace Wong to copy notes for her while she studies her Biology!! But Grace is copying hers herself. Although I do want to have the notes as well, but I know that I cannot bother other people. So I decided to give up Maths for Biology.

Sourisha: (whispering) Grace. Grace. Grace.
Mary: Grace.
Me: (I turned around.)
Grace: Who?
Me: You.
Sourisha: Can you help me copy my notes?
Grace: But I've got mine to copy.
Sourisha: Just copy for me la.
Mary: Can you stop abusing her?
Sourisha: You don't know.... (I couldn't catch.)
Mary: Can you just shut up?

Some people in front turned around. Well, this time Sourisha is wrong la.

Then, it was Physics tutorial before Biology lecture. We would ba having our Energetics test. We were released late from Physics, so Mary and I reached LT3 at 11.47 am instead of 11.40 am. So the test started at 11.44 am. So Mary and I were already 3 minutes late. Mr Azahar told us to settle down quickly.

Mary went for the corner seat while I was contemplating to take the seat beside Grace Wong. But I didn't see Sourisha around, so I asked, "Grace, where's Sourisha?" Grace said that she didn't know. I had no more time, so I took out my stuff in a hurry. I was thinking, "Maybe she will be coming soon."

Then, I totally forgot about her. It was about 20 minutes into the test when the door of LT3 opened. Sourisha came in. "I'm sorry, Mr Azahar. I thought it was break."

I wanted to laugh. But I didn't, 'cos Grace Wong wasn't laughing. So I controlled myself. Sourisha took the seat in front of me and did her test. I continued with mine.

After the test, Sourisha turned around and stared at Mary. "Why are you so mean? When you realised that I wasn't in the LT, you could have called me. Instead, you didn't tell Mr Azahar that I would be late. You are so mean."

Mary was SUPER SHOCKED. Me too. This is so unreasonable la. After a shirt talk with Serene, Jasmine and Watson, we decided to go for lunch. Mary asked Sourisha to follow, but she walked off just like that.

Oh well.

Then, Grace Chua was crying. She had screwed up her test. That's what she thought la. Mary just gave her a pat on the back. Grace told Mary to get lost. I was shocked. I tried to explain that Mary had good intentions. Then Mary was super pissed and she complained to Aisha.

What exactly had Mary done to be blamed for everything?

I tried to patch things up. So, I reminded Mary of the trip to Vista Point for lunch. We asked Grace Chua along. But somehow, there was a fight. They started shouting at each other. I tried to stop it but couldn't. I thought my reminder was stupid. I was so scared. Grace called Mary a bitch and Mary told her to get lost. In the end, Grace didn't want to go, so Mary and I went ahead.

At Vista Point, we had chicken rice (Mary's favourite) and Mary started smiling and talking.

Then, it was GP. Before GP started, Sourisha turned around and "reprimanded" us. She shook her head in the Indian way and started battling her eyelids and her eyes were filled with disdain.

Sourisha: You are just so mean. (Then something something.) If it were Mary or Christy, you would have told Azahar that the other party would be late. And you didn't even bother to do so. You are so mean.

I was horrified.

Mary: You just keep quiet. Whatever.

I was feeling super unjust, so I started writing and talking to Mary over a piece of paper tore from my notebook.

This is what I wrote: I just hate the way she bats her eyelid and looks at us with disdain. It's like, how irresponsible can she get? If it were Christy or Mary, such a thing wouldn't have happened, because we are not so muddleheaded.

Mary just completely agreed.

Then, Grace was sitting behind Sourisha and the former rested her legs on the former's chair legs. Sourisha turned around and told Grace off for kicking her. Grace was horrified. She couldn't react in time and got scolded by Mr Chow for not paying attention in class. And after GP ended, Sourisha turned around and told Grace off again.

One conclusion by Grace: She is so damn bitchy la.

And from me: I hate immature, irresponsible and unreasonable people. Not that I love to complain about her, but I would be grateful just to avoid her. AND BECAUSE OF EVERYTHING, I BROKE MY PROMISE AND SWORE A FEW TIMES. DAMN IT.