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Personality
Puts in my best for everything
Serious
Hobbies
Watch TV
Slack
Sleep
Loves
Dramas and variety shows esp. Korean ones
Korea
Lee Seung Gi
Dong Bang Shin Ki esp. Changmin and Yunho
Enjoys
Music
Learning Korean
Reading
Lame jokes
Helping others
Volunteering
Comedies
Likes
Sincere people
Peace
Balance
Indoors
Being in the limelight :P
Dislikes
Back-stabbers
Hypocrites
Cowards
Nonsense
Illogical People
Window Shopping
...Experience Reality... updated on 6th August 2009. ♥
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{ Thursday, August 04, 2005 } 5:20 PM
Passion
Passion. That's what I have been thinking recently. I realised this year that passion is a very important element, especially in life, when you have to choose what you want to do in the future. Though it fits the core values of IJC, but I know that my passion and what-so-ever has nothing to do with its core values.
I heard of stories of medical students in NUS dropping out because they never liked medicine. They chose it because they thought it was easy money or that they were forced to. I hate such people, because they waste money and time basically, but more importantly, they waste the enrolment! They can never understand how many people with undying passion for medicine (like me) can give up anything to get a place in the medicine faculty. They are all selfish people.
Hence I decided that having passion is very important. No passion, no life. You will die wherever you go. However, with passion, you die as well.
My passion, as I have mentioned over and over again, is to do medicine. Yes, unfortunately, that is my one and only passion. The only light torch in my life, the only goal and purpose which I would willingly serve with my life. However, it never struck me that I would never be able to enter medicine successfully.
Puay Boon once asked me, "What would you do if you couldn't enter medicine?" I was dumbstruck. I found that every other option and combination left was unsuitable for me. I have no interest in them. I began to cry silently in my mind.
My one and only passion is in medicine, that I realised long ago. Years ago, if you ask me. I'm good in biology and chemistry, but so what? I am not qualified.
Firstly, I am not in a top JC. I am in IJC. Shit me. They never ever wanted to accept people from other JCs other than RJC and HCI and NJC.
Secondly, I don't have straight As. Without straight As, you aren't qualified for the interview at all.
Thirdly, money. I am poor, serious. How much does my Dad earn per month? 1000 plus? How is he going to pay for my medicine course fees?
Even if you guys tell me, there's always overseas medicine courses that I can do. But look at what happened recently. Shi Ning is departing for Canada. I wanted to go as well. But mom suggested that I mortage the house instead.
See? That's how pathetic I am now.
I know that if I were to go into any other course in university, be it local or overseas - I would cry whenever I pass by a medicine course related facility, my eyes would be teary because I can't be like them, because I am not them, my face will be green with envy. Life will then have no purpose for me, I would only feel like dying.
I am not exaggerating. Because I know how much I want to get into Medicine. I know how fiery my passion for medicine is. I know how anguished I would be if I can never be a doctor. I know I would just die.
Passion, can do hell to you. And it did to me. I feel like dying now.
...Experience Reality...
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